So recently I stepped out from behind the camera again for Amanda Herbert, I took off my specs and put on some make up. If you don’t know who Amanda is please go check out her work because it’s so good and she’s so lovely. 

Every time I do a shoot like this I honestly do learn so much about what it might feel like for my clients and it definitely helps me keep developing as a photographer and change my approach. It's great to also model for a friend like I did with Amanda because you really can relax a lot more, bounce ideas off each other and not feel scared to try new things.
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Two years ago I would NEVER have had the confidence to do something like this, yet alone post the results on the internet, and if I'm honest I don't think I will be doing it again for a long time, I'm happiest and feel more myself being the photo taker.

​Am I perfect? No. Do I think I am in any way perfect? Oh hell no! But I think every single person on the planet should have as much fun as possible while they're still on it, try different things and not let those pesky personal hang ups or other issues hold you back too much. Photos really aren’t fatal, so what if you get a bad photo of yourself? And if you get a great one taken by someone as talented as Amanda you’ll definitely walk on with a bit more spring in your step. 

Thank you so much Amanda, you rock! 📷

Time with your best friends is made that extra bit sweeter when you are spending rare time together in a place like Brighton. It's such a brilliant mix of being vibrant, unique and bustling in quite a small town way perched right next to the sea, and I really love it. I haven't been to Brighton for years and I loved visiting again for a long weekend with my friends.

​I sometimes struggle to get the balance of going somewhere/spending time with people I love and also documenting it with my camera. Clearly I wasn't going to take my camera with me on a night out, but I would be a fool and very much regret it if I didn't take my camera with me on a holiday, so glad I took some snaps of our trip...

This was my first Airbnb experience, and it was an absolute winner. Great flat in a great location for a very reasonable price - A big shout out to Nick who was our Airbnb host, who we never actually met but he was so kind and has such a cute flat!

The coffee table had so much random stuff in it, and every day each of us would randomly shout out after looking into it's depths that we had discovered a new thing in it.

Beccie has been one of my best friends since we were eleven, and I met Helen later on near the end of high school and ever since she has also been one of my best and greatest friends.

Beccie, Helen and I were all craving sushi the first night, so we browsed through trip adviser and thought we would give Tropical Sushi a whirl - Totally yummers and really lovely staff.

Brighton has great shops and we managed to have a snoop around Snoopers Paradise. You want shelves and shelves of the most random things you can think of all under one roof? Look no further...

This cat actually waved at us and then tried to cuddle us through a window!

So happy I got this comfy piece of "Elmo Chic" for £3.50, bargain! 


To my girls - I love you both so very much, I loved every second of our trip and I would love us to take more girls trips together!

To Brighton - You are just as fabulous as I remember, and I will be back!

This year marks the 10th anniversary of the beginning of my love affair with photography. A full ten years since I decided to be brave, and make the decision to drop out of sixth form and instead, go to the local college to learn more about the only A-level I had enjoyed. How did I celebrate this? I did what many camera nerds would do, I went on a photography course.

No single photographer knows everything there is to know about the art, and every year I try to get my teeth into learning at least one new area of it. You'll have to stay tuned to find out what that is for me this year in my work over the next few months, all I can say is I really can't wait to learn more and put it into practice at weddings!

The class took place in a function room of The Water Poet pub, and sitting in a dark room with lines of tables, ornamental mirrors, red draping, animal heads and the like, made me feel like I was in a gothic school of some kind.

It was absolutely fantastic an I really learned a ton. It's one of those things where I know that I've got to grips with a certain area more than I had that very same morning, but there is so much more to explore, practice and eventually understand.

​The room was full of fellow wedding photographers, oddly all women and oddly all using Canon cameras! It was so wonderful to be surrounded by friendly women who all had a shared passion for photography. A huge thank you Marianne for an amazing and instructive day (and for letting me take pictures of her with her "lightsaber", I really want one of my own now.) 

I hope you had a lovely Christmas & New Year, I really did! I thought I'd share what I've been up to in the last few weeks.

At the end of November, Pete and I went to see Depeche Mode at the o2 in London, which was a very last minute decision but one I'm so glad we made. Obviously I didn't manage to get any half decent snaps of the gig (which was amazing by the way! I totally freaked out when Dave Gahan came out on stage!), but I managed to get a few around the city I love in the 24 hours we were there..

​Taro's is our go-to place in London for Japanese food.

All happy with his usual Tori Karaage!

We tried to look cool guys, we tried.

​We would make terrible food bloggers, it was literally a case of "Yep, that'll do, LET'S EAT!!"

We also managed to have a quick scoot around the shops before home time.

Every year I go to a wreath making workshop run by my friend Sue at Doris Pinks. Mulled wine, Christmas nibbles and being surrounded by friends is enough to get you in the mood for Christmas (totally forgot to get a decent picture of mine though, eeek my bad!)

Christmas was fairly quiet, lots of time with the family, eating too many calories and drinking too much wine,  the way I like it best..​

Scampi got a great haircut as always from the Isle of Wight Dog Grooming Centre, and my Sister in Law and her husband bought me a great photography related present that I can't wait to start using.

My friend Helen and I went to Chocolate Island the other day, to do something indulgent but after Christmas so we could fight the post Christmas blues by eating chocolate.

Happy New Year!

Lana has been my right hand lady this summer, and my tongue is nowhere near my cheek when I say that she is bloody fab and she has been an amazing help and support to me this wedding season. 

At my first wedding of this year (Jamie & Dani's), I thought for the first time how lovely it would be to have someone else on "my team". Little did I know that it would be a guest from that very wedding, and one of the people sitting around the same table as me eating dinner!

The two of us recently had a photo day together, as sometimes it can be a bit too busy on a wedding day to talk a great deal or to share wisdom!

​Feel free to follow Lana's progress and photographic journey here, and if you see me at a wedding next year, you'll probably see this lovely lady with me.

It might not be the coolest, biggest, most fantastically amazing swankiest office you ever did see, but damnit it's mine and I love it so much.

​I've been wanting to convert the spare room into my own office for months, but due to a very busy summer wedding season (not complaining in the slightest!) I had to really wait until it was over so we could sort the room out properly, I could buy everything I needed to buy and have the time to get everything set up. 

Pride of place is my brand new 2017 iMac 21.5" with Retina 4K Display. I can't tell you how many years I've seen Apple Macs in peoples homes and in department stores, and practically drooled over the cute little wireless key board, and wanted desperately to shove it in my no-where-near-large-enough handbag and take it home with me. Basically it hasn't disappointed me in the slightest since I unwrapped it and set it up and I don't know what I'd do without it now. (A huge thank you to my little Macbook Pro, which I've had since my last term at college back in 2011, and has now gone into semi retirement.)  ​​

One of my best friends Helen who runs Shiny Creations made me a cute little Niffler that's also a bowl, he now looks after the odd memory card or paper clip. Another dear friend of mine Sah bought me a coin eating No Face that sits right in the middle of the self along the top. ​Scampi's new favourite thing to do is look out the window and watch everyone pass by in our street.

Thank you to every single one of you for all the love and support that actually meant I could and should get this office in the first place, it does not go unnoticed and is very much appreciated! 

I really cannot thank Amanda enough for my random photo shoot with her this month. Amanda and I had been talking for a while about doing a shoot together, and it ended up being on my birthday, so it turned into actually quite a lovely gift to myself!

​I braved getting in front of the camera again and I am so glad that I did. It taught me a lot about what it's like to be the other side of the camera and about myself.

"Let's go away and have a little break, just you, me and Scampi!" Pete announced late one evening. He had been looking at unbeknownst to me at a four day get away at Hawkchurch Resort & Spa. Some time away with my little family sounded extremely appealing and so I didn't need a lot of convincing to be honest! 

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Our mini break really started though with seeing Ricky Gervais' new stand up show "Humanity" in Southampton. Obviously I didn't really get any photos of that, but I couldn't leave it out of this blog post. 

The Office, Extras and The Ricky Gervais Show are all very dear to me, and I honestly don't know how I would survive without them. Every now and then I re-listen to all The Ricky Gervais Show when I have a lot of editing to do (and the theme to "monkey news" is my text tone!). Pete, Steve (my brother-in-law) and I laughed the whole way though. Another thing ticked off my bucket list!

I'm not the best Photographer.
​No one is "the best" Photographer. It simply doesn't exist.

I work in an industry that is far too subjective and based on personal tastes to really classify anyone as such. I can only be the best version of myself that I can be, work hard and be good in my own way. So can you and it's important to remember.

People will either like what you do, or dislike what you do - both are completely valid and totally okay. As long as you work hard and try your best, that's all you can do in life. No one person can be everybody's cup of tea for a million different reasons, and that's okay too. One man's joy is another man's "What is that about?!?!??". 

I am always learning new things about my profession and I always will be. I will never reach a point in which I do not need to learn anything else and I become "The perfect Photographer". No one is. No matter how much they or others think they are, or how much they appear to be. Every single Photographer out there is on a never-ending journey of learning and discovery. We are all at different stages. It's wonderful it should be embraced, not shied away from or covered up. 

Maybe you're not quite where you want to be in life, but I'm sure you've come a long way, I know I have. So often we are consumed by day to day life, what we have to get done, how we can get better at whatever it is we do, how to be better people, where we are going in life and what our next steps should be. Every now and then it's just as valuable to look back and see how far you've come in the past year, five years, ten years or even six months. 

Please find your passions in life.
Stay humble, stay hungry and keen to learn.
​Learn to be proud of how far you've come and your achievements.
Embrace it all. 

When I first started doing Photography when I was seventeen, many people (mainly my mum) would say to friends and family something along the lines of "Of course Holly will take photos for your wedding/event/shindig/hootenanny!" and as a result I often didn't end up being in any of the photos, which was such a shame... *cough!*

Okay, here's the thing - I really don't like having my photo taken. I'm just awkward when it comes to that kind of thing and I've never really liked it that much. At the beginning of this year I decided I needed to step out of my comfort zone more, so when a friend of mine started doing Photography I asked her if she wanted to do a photo shoot together. Thank you Harriet - I really love the photos you took of me, which is really saying something.

Below are a few photos I managed to get of Harriet on the same shoot. (I just couldn't leave my camera at home!)